The closer i get to delivery..the more scared i get about having to ACTUALLY DO things...like, breastfeeding, and cloth diapering. I'm just really afraid of sucking at these things...or something, i don't know. :( I read up and researched different cloth diapers tonight and I feel better about them. Thinking about it doesn't make it seem so hard now--like how the eff do you clean them?? or which would be the best to have all-in-ones, fitted, prefolds with covers. ahh! So stressful.
Now breastfeeding seems like much more of a daunting task. Scary. Like, I'm reading how in the beginning you'll probably make too much milk and both sides will let down while youre feeding so to keep a wash cloth or something for the unused side. Then there's all the stress of not knowing whether or not you'll be able to breastfeed with ease or how baby will respond to it, if they'll be able to latch on or if you're doing it right...or knowing how much your baby is actually getting and all this stuff.
ugh, so stressful. now i'm just scaring myself so i'm going to stop thinking about all this crap.
2 comments:
don't worry momma, it will all come naturally.
plus, you've got your sistas to help you if you need lessons!
yea, i know i'm probably freaking out over nothing. but it is very hard not to.
thank you for the reassurance LD. looove youuuu.
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